I wanted to post about my feeling now but in the end I decided to erased it all and cut the story short because the more I continue to type the more I feel hurt and disappointed. I don't want to get the whole house flooded or swollen eyes tomorrow. I've been keeping in my heart for more than a week and if I don't let it out, I scared the situation will get worst.
I wonder how long a person can angry with another person. Seriously I really don't like this kind of feeling. I am really sad, hurt and disappointed that you would behave like this. Am I really that bad to deserve how you treated me? I thought things will get better after I came back from Spore but unfortunately it doesn't. I wanted to reconcile with you but I don't know how to start or should I start first? I admit I'm not as tough as you. I cried to the Lord two times of our current situation. Did you? I wonder if you care about the relationship and would you want to carry on like this?
Right now, I just want to commit to God and pray to Him for opportunity to mend this broken relationship and remove all the scars in my heart or maybe yours.
2 comments:
Jie, i know how u feel...i've been thru that too...but always rmbr God doesnt want to see His child like this..Do you know this will hurt daddy god even more to see u unhappy...All He wants is to see you happily for Him..
Is hard to forgive someone but always rmbr we will be happier if we do it..
Jia You Jie!!!
thanks sis. i know n got what you mean. pls give me some time.
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