Today I went to Tropicana City Mall to have dinner with Keith. While waiting for him, I went to Nichii to buy clothes and I bought 8 pieces!! Haha...how fun it is. I shopped like a rich women..grabbing all the clothes to the fitting room but ended up buying a few. Haha...
Tomorrow is DKSH CNY dinner and we supposed to wear red and now I have new clothes to wear. Sadly I can't wear red in Bangkok due to the demonstration. :(
I had a good dinner and catch up with my younger bro. I'm not sure if my advice can help their relationship but I hope it does help a bit. May god bless their relationship and give them wisdom and patience to walk this journey together with you.
I also pray that I can have this new relationship too..very soon. One more day I will be flying to Bangkok till Sunday. I wonder if I'm not traveling, will I get a date this year? But it is also good to travel so that it will not be so embarrassing without a date. Whatever it is, thank you God for all the plans you created.
Good night daddy God.
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Monday, February 10, 2014
I am back again!
Wooh.....I couldn't believe how long I have stopped blogging. It's 3 years! I'm such a lazy blogger or should I just admit that I am not discipline enough? Haha...
Anyway, I have initially felt like creating another new blog since it has already passed 3 years but then I missed all my posting. I still enjoyed reading it and laughing at my childish actions few years back. So I decided to continue. Furthermore I am not publishing it globally, so it is still okay.
3 years have just flew like a wind. So many things happened and so many blessings received. Praise The Lord. God has been so good to me.
Ok, that's my first blog of the year. Let's continue my journey here again. So long!
Gong Xi Fa Cai and may the year of Horse bring more exciting and a new relationship for me. Amen :)
Wednesday, February 09, 2011
I want my own time
Mom has gone through the 10 sessions of acupuncture already but don't seems to have a big change. Mom is still weak and hardly talk or smile. I really miss her smiley face where she can smile of anything. But now she doesn't wanna talk even though we ask her many questions and don't want to laugh even though we tried hard to make her laugh.
I felt there is something inside her, maybe she felt discomfort, maybe she felt she is a burden to us, maybe she is not happy, maybe she felt giving up. I just felt it when i look into her eyes and face. I always asked her how she felt thinking of digging something out from her but she never reply. I felt very sad looking at her helpless reaction and i can't do anything.
During this period, I guess my patience has really improved but also scared I can't hold long. My brother, sister and dad became quite fast temper and demanding. I felt tired to response to them sometimes and rather keep silent. I can be patience whenever they demand me to do things. I can be patience when my sis treat mom not as soft as me because everyone has their own style. I can be patience when they don't talk positive words in front of mom (like saying bringing mom to nursing home/old folks). Because i have no more strength to entertain nor expressing my feeling to them. All I want is to spend my time with mom and see her improvement. I do not want to care what they say but just going with the flow. I'm so tired.
Work don't seem smooth to me also and I guess I have disappoint my boss when I don't meet the deadlines. I don't know why i feel very demotivated to do anything. I just want to be quiet. But on the other hand, I'm very glad that I'm a child of God. He is the only one that I can depend and feel loved. He gives me encouragement to live on, he gives me church member to care for me and pray for my parents and family members. Without God, I guess I have give up this family long time ago.
I felt there is something inside her, maybe she felt discomfort, maybe she felt she is a burden to us, maybe she is not happy, maybe she felt giving up. I just felt it when i look into her eyes and face. I always asked her how she felt thinking of digging something out from her but she never reply. I felt very sad looking at her helpless reaction and i can't do anything.
During this period, I guess my patience has really improved but also scared I can't hold long. My brother, sister and dad became quite fast temper and demanding. I felt tired to response to them sometimes and rather keep silent. I can be patience whenever they demand me to do things. I can be patience when my sis treat mom not as soft as me because everyone has their own style. I can be patience when they don't talk positive words in front of mom (like saying bringing mom to nursing home/old folks). Because i have no more strength to entertain nor expressing my feeling to them. All I want is to spend my time with mom and see her improvement. I do not want to care what they say but just going with the flow. I'm so tired.
Work don't seem smooth to me also and I guess I have disappoint my boss when I don't meet the deadlines. I don't know why i feel very demotivated to do anything. I just want to be quiet. But on the other hand, I'm very glad that I'm a child of God. He is the only one that I can depend and feel loved. He gives me encouragement to live on, he gives me church member to care for me and pray for my parents and family members. Without God, I guess I have give up this family long time ago.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
I'm back again...
It has been more than half a year not blogging. Lazy..is one of the reasons. But I chose to come back as i have something to let it out.
Mom had a stroke 3 weeks ago. This time the striking is quite significant as her left side is so weak. She can't stand on her own and can't walk. She was admitted for a week and during that time is pretty tough for us. We took turns to take leave and take care of her even after she discharged. Thank God both my sis able to come back from spore for few days to take care of mum so that we can go to work. We knew this gonna be continuous for a few months unless we manage to hire a care giver to look after mom. With the current help of my dad and the maid is not enough. Since mom can't move, we need 3 person to carry her.
Because of mom's situation, I have changed a lot. I've changed to be more patient because mom now is very slow motion. She need to eat very liquid stuff cuz she can't chew and so we have to make sure we cut all the food as thin as possible. I bought cook book and learn how to cook. I understand everyone is not really in a good mood and stress for work and mom. So I learn to cook for the family when i'm on leave. I've changed to explore more on stroke article and physio exercise in the net. My relationship with 2nd elder sister has improved. We talked a lot and share the responsibility together since it is only 2 girls at home. I took the initiative to drive her out to supermarket/market to buy some stuff. Brother has became very long winded and easy to raise up his temper when something we did not right to mom. I have learnt not to challenge back and not to comment anything but to listen and obey. Cuz I don't want to create any quarrel and unhappy moment.
Actually each and everyone of us had the same objective, is to see mom recover. Just that each of us treating mom differently. There is no need to raise up the temper to any of the family members. There is no need to compare who did more and who did less. Everyone have enough of stress and worried already. Why can't we have a better tone to talk to each other?
Sunday, June 20, 2010
今天你过得好吗？
我今天过得不太好因为刚送我小妹和小表妹回去了。送我小妹去ktm而我小表妹就去balakong。很远很远的路程。虽然真的蛮累的不过也是我唯一可以帮他们做的事。送了他们之后，回家的时候我就忍不住哭了。就是讨厌自己那么容易哭。
每次妹妹回去singapore我就很不舍得。想到我又回到一个人了。一个人睡觉，一个人玩computer，一个人吃饭，一个人上班，一个人驾车。还是不是很习惯。不过我又可以这么样？就让时间快点过呀。等她读完才算。
而我的表妹这次回来，我觉得她变了。她这次回来是因为我的阿姨，她的小姑。因为我的阿姨是从德国回来度假。想到她很难得回来，我的表妹就从muar特地来找她。阿姨跟她说要带她去pangkor island玩。我表妹就很开心啊。这么知道啊姨带她去Ipoh而已，没有去到pangkor。 我表妹已经很不开心了，而且还要留在ipoh三天。Ipoh那些亲戚我都认识。是我妈妈的表姐表哥。我的表妹那么小（form 3），哪里可以跟他们交通。我的阿姨有时候也是不会想的。阿姨还骂表妹给他脸色看。其实表妹没说话的表情就是这样的呀。她哪里敢给她脸色看。
那天表妹回到我三姐的家就不停的哭到很厉害。失望，伤心的眼泪都流出来了。听到她的故事，我真的替她难过。我表妹是个很可怜的女孩。很小很小就失去了爸爸。妈妈又很忙没那么多时间陪她。就把她放在我们的家一段时间，让后又放她在我舅舅的家一段时间。长大之后，才把她带回去muar住。假期的时候我表妹有时后会回来和我们gathering。
这次她回来，我觉得是我跟她谈最多的一次。她跟我说她有时候会pray to God。我问她你接受Jesus了吗？她说还没，不过她还是会pray。至于接受Jesus，她说要等适合的时间。她这样说，我也是很开心了。我跟她分享我接受Jesus之后的故事，她也听到蛮入心的。
我偷偷读她的blog因为我想要多了解她的世界。原来她也有提一点Jesus/Christianity。 那就好。我相信她有一天一定会接受的而且他的世界一定会肯美好肯快乐。
妹妹们，表妹，你们好好保重。我会keep all of you in prayers。
每次妹妹回去singapore我就很不舍得。想到我又回到一个人了。一个人睡觉，一个人玩computer，一个人吃饭，一个人上班，一个人驾车。还是不是很习惯。不过我又可以这么样？就让时间快点过呀。等她读完才算。
而我的表妹这次回来，我觉得她变了。她这次回来是因为我的阿姨，她的小姑。因为我的阿姨是从德国回来度假。想到她很难得回来，我的表妹就从muar特地来找她。阿姨跟她说要带她去pangkor island玩。我表妹就很开心啊。这么知道啊姨带她去Ipoh而已，没有去到pangkor。 我表妹已经很不开心了，而且还要留在ipoh三天。Ipoh那些亲戚我都认识。是我妈妈的表姐表哥。我的表妹那么小（form 3），哪里可以跟他们交通。我的阿姨有时候也是不会想的。阿姨还骂表妹给他脸色看。其实表妹没说话的表情就是这样的呀。她哪里敢给她脸色看。
那天表妹回到我三姐的家就不停的哭到很厉害。失望，伤心的眼泪都流出来了。听到她的故事，我真的替她难过。我表妹是个很可怜的女孩。很小很小就失去了爸爸。妈妈又很忙没那么多时间陪她。就把她放在我们的家一段时间，让后又放她在我舅舅的家一段时间。长大之后，才把她带回去muar住。假期的时候我表妹有时后会回来和我们gathering。
这次她回来，我觉得是我跟她谈最多的一次。她跟我说她有时候会pray to God。我问她你接受Jesus了吗？她说还没，不过她还是会pray。至于接受Jesus，她说要等适合的时间。她这样说，我也是很开心了。我跟她分享我接受Jesus之后的故事，她也听到蛮入心的。
我偷偷读她的blog因为我想要多了解她的世界。原来她也有提一点Jesus/Christianity。 那就好。我相信她有一天一定会接受的而且他的世界一定会肯美好肯快乐。
妹妹们，表妹，你们好好保重。我会keep all of you in prayers。
Friday, May 28, 2010
My Fav Singers
I’m so happy today.
First, my 2nd sis has finally voice up on the rotate duty. She told me she can be on duty once a week only. I suggest making it flexible since she can’t promise if she can’t take care mom on Saturday. So I told her let’s make it as it is first, and if either one of us got any activity then we will inform each other for swapping. She agreed and I’m relieved. At least if I really got outing, I can depend on her now. Praise be to God! ;-)
Secondly, I didn’t go out today since I will be working over the weekend. I spent the morning doing my work and at night which is always the best time for me. I went up to my room, took shower and start downloading songs. I downloaded a lot of Lee Hom’s songs and enjoy listening to it while updating blog.
I also downloaded Jimmy Lin’s songs. Jimmy Lin was my first fav singer and followed by Lee Hom. I guess I can consider myself as loyal. I only have two fav singers which I’m really into it. I remembered when I was a teenager, I really crazy with Jimmy Lin. He is not only handsome but I like to watch his dancing too. I admit I was attracted by his look as during that time he is not really good in singing. But when he released his 1st album after his finished his soldier training, he was totally changed. His voice was so matured and he really improved in his singing which make me more into him. Sadly after he encounter an accident where doctor advice not to dance, he didn’t release album anymore (maybe occasionally). He only concentrates on his movie/drama. What a pity that I can’t watch him sing and dance.
Anyway, he is very successful now. Got own business, got pretty wife, got cute son. I’m so happy for him and he is still the handsome daddy Jimmy Lin. ;)
Jimmy & Lee Hom, you guys are the best!!
First, my 2nd sis has finally voice up on the rotate duty. She told me she can be on duty once a week only. I suggest making it flexible since she can’t promise if she can’t take care mom on Saturday. So I told her let’s make it as it is first, and if either one of us got any activity then we will inform each other for swapping. She agreed and I’m relieved. At least if I really got outing, I can depend on her now. Praise be to God! ;-)
Secondly, I didn’t go out today since I will be working over the weekend. I spent the morning doing my work and at night which is always the best time for me. I went up to my room, took shower and start downloading songs. I downloaded a lot of Lee Hom’s songs and enjoy listening to it while updating blog.
I also downloaded Jimmy Lin’s songs. Jimmy Lin was my first fav singer and followed by Lee Hom. I guess I can consider myself as loyal. I only have two fav singers which I’m really into it. I remembered when I was a teenager, I really crazy with Jimmy Lin. He is not only handsome but I like to watch his dancing too. I admit I was attracted by his look as during that time he is not really good in singing. But when he released his 1st album after his finished his soldier training, he was totally changed. His voice was so matured and he really improved in his singing which make me more into him. Sadly after he encounter an accident where doctor advice not to dance, he didn’t release album anymore (maybe occasionally). He only concentrates on his movie/drama. What a pity that I can’t watch him sing and dance.
Anyway, he is very successful now. Got own business, got pretty wife, got cute son. I’m so happy for him and he is still the handsome daddy Jimmy Lin. ;)
Jimmy & Lee Hom, you guys are the best!!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Workshop of the day
I attended a whole day workshop at client’s office today. Because it was a regional workshop, many of my colleagues from all over the country came. I met with my leadership program colleagues; Ohmar (Laos), Louisa (Hong Kong), Stanley (Taiwan) and Nicolas (Cambodia). Sadly to say the person that I want to see didn’t come. I wish I could see him again this year, otherwise have to wait for next year.
Today’s workshop is really great. I was very impressed with their teamwork and creativity. I met up with the founder of this product and both the husband and wife were so humble. These are the people that I really salute. Their founder and director, and yet, they can humbly sat down with us with a drinks and chit chat. And their attire is so simple and casual.
After workshop, we went to South Sea Seafood at Subang Jaya for dinner. The dinner was superb and among all the dishes, I like the lamb the most. Talking about it, my saliva still dripping… haha… It’s really good restaurant and I’m superb full. Too bad the place not really convenient for mom to come, otherwise will sure bring her there.
I’m bringing Louisa, Ohmar, Stanley for dinner tomorrow. Hopefully they are okay with my hospitality and we will have a good catch up and fellowship with each other.
Today’s workshop is really great. I was very impressed with their teamwork and creativity. I met up with the founder of this product and both the husband and wife were so humble. These are the people that I really salute. Their founder and director, and yet, they can humbly sat down with us with a drinks and chit chat. And their attire is so simple and casual.
After workshop, we went to South Sea Seafood at Subang Jaya for dinner. The dinner was superb and among all the dishes, I like the lamb the most. Talking about it, my saliva still dripping… haha… It’s really good restaurant and I’m superb full. Too bad the place not really convenient for mom to come, otherwise will sure bring her there.
I’m bringing Louisa, Ohmar, Stanley for dinner tomorrow. Hopefully they are okay with my hospitality and we will have a good catch up and fellowship with each other.
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