Friday, April 11, 2008

Bad News please goes away!!!

Never in my life had experienced so much of bad news at one time. First, my eldest sister was not feeling well for few days and thought of admitting to the hospital for a thorough check. Next, last night my car’s windscreen suddenly broke down. I was terrified as it was drizzling and I couldn’t see the road clearly. I prayed as I slowly drove back and thank God for His protection. As I was feeling sad about my car and waiting for the technician to repair the windscreen, there comes another bad news. My relative who diagnosed with cancer, passed away this morning in Spore. I knew he had a cancer and I already made a plan to Spore to visit him the next two weeks but he couldn’t wait. *sorb sorb* The lesson that I learnt is whatever you want to do, don’t wait! Just like my relative, I can’t see his face for the last time. :(

Too many things happened at the same time. I felt I’m very weak. A lot of my frens asked me to be strong. I know, I understand what they mean but sometimes it’s a bit difficult especially when I’m not a tough person. But nevertheless, I will try to be strong. If God allowed this to happened, I believe He will bring me through it. On the other hand, I’m very happy to receive some encouraging emails and sms. One of my client even prayed for me thru msn. I'm so touched. Here is the prayer that I want to remember it:
Vanessa says: Father Lord, as I commit steph into ur hands rite now, I ask tat u’ll strengthen her, fill her w ur peace and ur Love. Lord, as we know that you can bless us as well u can take away. In all things that had happen in steph life, I pray that she will grow even stronger n more intimacy w u coz only u can satisfy her inner being.

Lastly, I wanna pray that all the bad things will be over immediately and start everything good. In Jesus name, Amen.

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