Promises

Today I felt quite moody, doesn’t want to talk much. I don’t know why, maybe something that has been planned did not work out. Feeling of disappointed but it’s okay. I have already used to this kind of feeling. It’s always like that, hoping and eventually disappointed. It has somehow makes me don’t dare to hope anymore because I scared of disappointment again and again. Although I know I may be disappointed if things don’t work out, I still hope and looking forward. Human nature..sigh.. Perhaps I should hope only 40% so I won’t feel that hurt in the end. Haha…

Nowadays it’s so hard to find someone who can keep their promise. I mean even for myself. A lot of time I got so angry with someone who can’t fulfill what they have said or promise. It’s so simple, make a clear statement. Once you say “ok” or “yes” then it is an agreement between you and the other party and you should fulfill what you have said. If you are not sure, say you are not sure and provide alternative solution if possible or just said “No”.

I met a lot of these people (especially sales person whom I worked with) who said can do can do..but then nothing happen. My sis told me those sales people are born to be like that. They always talked nice just to make you feel happy or another word, just to shut your mouth. Well, I really don’t agree. Whether you are sales person or not, you should be responsible of every word you said to the customer or friends. This is how people can put their trust in you.

Of course, people are not perfect. I must confess that I am one of it among the sales person. I have made a lot promises to God but I can’t fulfill it. I know I have disappointed God so many times and yet, He still love me. Shouldn’t I learn from Him, my big hearted God who forgave every sinner? Why am I still holding the grudge then? If I myself cannot do what I’ve promised, then I should have no right to complain about others.

Alright alright…that’s it. I should let go. It’s time for me to list down the promises that I’ve made to God and fulfill it one by one. ;)

Have a wonderful & blessed weekend.